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Hola!!
I hope you are doing amazing.
For me it’s been a roller coaster, and I would say it all started with the first lockdown.
And I’m not saying it’s a bad rollercoaster, but a very enlightening one. It has showed me so much about me, about people, about the important things in life.
Also, hubby, my studio assistant and pet Ophelia and I moved from one country to another and at the beginning sounded easy, but it is a huge change.
There’s a lot of things I don’t understand or even really know they exist in a new country. I mean, I love it here, for sure, it’s just adjusting is taking a bit more of time of what I thought it would be.
The traffic lights are different, people humor is different, translation in my mind sounds in certain way that when I actually speak it means different things, it has also been hilarious, mostly for my neighbors. They are super kind and patience with me, I make them laugh and I’m not even trying to, so that makes it greater.
Lots of thing have changed, and most important, I feel I have changed.
May it be that now I’m 39? Very close to the wise 40s? Or was it the lockdown? The different country and diet?
I feel like I’m becoming another person, a more genuine and simpler one.
Also, maybe my meditation has kicked in more deeply (I just laughed here, alone) and I feel so light, my awareness span it’s bigger and more enjoyable, the simplicity of the moment embraces me with unconditional love and I feel more free.
I’m not pristinely perfect of obviously!! I get engaged with practical life, but it doesn’t feel like a hurricane anymore. And I don’t know if this might sound weird but I love and I feel peace with whatever is happening (and let me tell you, there’s some serious not cool stuff happening). But it makes me wonder if this is the Amor Fati lesson my Teacher taught me. It comes from the stoics, google it and you will probably finding fascinating.
Do you practice any meditation? Have you seen important changes in your life?
In the same change mood, I changed the layout of my studio, because I needed to have my picture taken for a project and I liked it, so I made some more little changes and adjust the lights, and the stuff around.
It feel so different! Some may say is not the best layout, but the sentiment, the energy feels so so different and I’m loving it and enjoying it.
The energy of change has come like the cold but embracing wind in the mornings on my walks in the woods.
And I’m loving it.
I feel so embraced and supported that it started showing in my art. I started a project and I can’t wait to see the final result.
These are some of the pictures of the beginning of the process.
A new beginning
I’ll keep you posted about this project.
For now, I’m curious, are you experimenting important changes lately in your life?
Love & Sparkles!