I didn't know it, but this project started years and years ago.
I have always felt it, in my veins, in the cosmos inside. It's hard to name it, because I'm used to earthy human words. I've been close to it the last few months, still don't have a name for it, because I'm still discovering it.
I don't think -so far- this will ever end.
So, I've been more in touch with the universe within that I can explain. This period of time has been so revealing, so huge and not at all scary. It's like entering some abstract caves and discovering emotions, shapes, colors, insights… I cannot count the things I've been discovering.
As soon it all gets clearer I would love to share it with you.
I'm calling this process, the labyrinth. Usually I found labyrinths very tense and was afraid of them, because of the unknowingness that the bring to the table in matter of control.
I've been dreaming with this labyrinth full of stairs and doors since I was a child. I won't get -today- into the otherworldly beings that were there, plus the ships, the witches and the colors. The abstract understanding of those feelings has been a companion in my adult life, but I didn't see it clearly before. There were nonsense hints of something I didn't understand.
But now, now is different. Once I decided I don't care it has been revealing itself, little by little, so clear to my soul and so little understandable for my mind and words.
And it's beautifully overwhelming, and with that I mean it superpasses my human condition.
I know I'd sound nuts for some of you, and I don't blame you at all.
It's not something one can put into words or understand with the mind.
This labyrinth now, is fascinating, it make sense in the deepest and purest part of me. It looks like a neverending discovery, a revealing of who I really am, the embracing of it all.
It totally feels like an artsy journey, because it's being reflected on my art, but beyond that, I feel it like a returning to the origin, when we are all and one and we don't exist as separate beings.
I'm in the middles of moving to another country. That has me super excited and at the same time I think it is the perfect timing for what is happening.
I'll keep being the most aware I can and share with you, im case you are interested.
See you soon,
Ishani